Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Saturday, February 19, 2011


"Whose child is this?" I asked one day
Seeing a little one out at play
"Mine", said the parent with a tender smile
"Mine to keep a little while
To bathe his hands and comb his hair
To tell him what he is to wear
To prepare him that he may always be good
And each day do the things he should"

"Whose child is this?" I asked again
As the door opened and someone came in
"Mine", said the teacher with the same tender smile
"Mine, to keep just for a little while
To teach him how to be gentle and kind
To train and direct his dear little mind
To help him live by every rule
And get the best he can from school"

"Whose child is this?" I ask once more
Just as the little one entered the door
"Ours" said the parent and the teacher as they smiled
And each took the hand of the little child
"Ours to love and train together
Ours this blessed task forever."
- Author Unknown

my cheek was almost running with tears

I dreamed I stood in a studio
And watched two sculptors there,
The clay they used was a young child's mind
And they fashioned it with care.

One was a teacher:
the tools she used were books and music and art;
One was a parent
With a guiding hand and gentle loving heart.

And when at last their work was done,
They were proud of what they had wrought.
For the things they had worked into the child
- Ray A. Lingenfelter

miracle workers

have you ever played games on fb? i'm sure that we are very familiar with the game mafia wars....in the game you have the energy stat on top where u'll need it to do jobs. (well, i'm a player to...hehe) btw, that the the analogy that i can used to describe my energy for the past few weeks. however, my energy is almost dried when it comes to weekend and even though i have energy packs likes livita honey or rm1 drinks at seksyen 19, the enrgy won't go higher. now i understand how a teacher's life be even though i am only just doing my training...:P

teaching afternoon session if kinda tiring as you came home late after school even though you can stay up late till morning and you'll have enough time to sleep. but i felt kinda tired when it comes to weekend because that's the time when you want to hang out some where and enjoy the night out. but weekend seems short to me as always bcoz i feel like it's been a long time i could enjoy the goodness of pampering myself watching tv on saturday noon till evening. huhu. saturday now become SAD-turday. it's been three times i had to go to school on saturday and it's kinda getting to my nerves now.

however, i did not want to take this as a burden but i put it as a responsibility like late uncle ben said to peter "with great power, comes great responsibility" yes, being a teacher you have "power" in society. from where i came from, being entitled as a TEACHER means u'll get the respect from other people in the society. even though as a trainee teacher, i am doing my work for free, i feel very honored as every day i go to school as like i'm going to do my charity work for daily basis.

can you immagine i am only a trainee teacher but i already have all this kind of feeling. how about the full time teacher who had about 30 period of teaching time in a week + multilple kind of meeting + "unpaid overtime" at the school managing all the task even during weekend. now i understand why teachers when you see them in the "bilik guru" they will always do something at their table with penuh kusyu' dan tawadu'.

di kesempatan ini, saya juga ingin memberi penghargaan kepada guru2 yang telah mengajar saya wlaupun sekecil zarah sekalipon, jasa tuan2 dan puan2 amatlah saya hargai. hanya tuhan sajalah yang dapat membayar budi tuan puan semua yang x dapat dinilai dengan US dollar sekali pon. I also want to dedicate this post to all hardworking teacher all around the world for being a noble person as you allegedly should be. Stakat gaji yang x seberapa itu tidak akan dapt dibandingkan dengan sumbangan keringat yang anda semua telah curahkan dengan penuh kasih sayang.


Wednesday, December 29, 2010


(kecek kok klate la pulok)
male tu, tidok male jugok, pagi doh dale puko 3 kawe online la smeta buko fesbuk, tgok gapo notifications hok ado....reply2 meta, saing kawe chat la nge kawe tanyo bilo nok gi ngaji plok...bual3, dio pon crito la kawe, smale dio mimpi pasal kawe. ai, mimpi gapo tu, sedak mano bunyi....kalu org perempuan mimpi kito takpo la....hehehe...

dio oyak dio mimpi gini, kawe bawok jip ( aloh meta kawe duk wak lesen, kuat dio mimpi kawe bwok jip na, kawe blajar pom naik kancil jah, INCEPTION ko guano? hahaha)

duk bawok jip tu sampai naik atah rumoh na...ai kuat sunnguh naik jip sap ko atah rumoh...org bwok jip wak naik bukit, kawe wat naik atah rumoh, rumoh dio la tu bokali. sampai atah rumoh tu, kawe lempar kasut croc alah dio. (ai, memey kawe minat pkai kasut croc pon, buke gapo, musim uje ni key, molek paka croc.hehehe)

dio oyak kawe lempar kasut croc sebab kawe xsir pakai, nok bwok jip, xsedap pkai kasut croc. ( eh, yolo sungguh doh la INCEPTION ni, aritu maso kawe blaja keto, xsedap pkai croc, payoh nok belen klah....adui saya)

kawe suko selok denga dio crito tu....tidok denga jugok la baco hok dio tulih di chat fb tu key ...hehe, jagne maroh..sloro sklai skalo..dio oyak kawe ni pah ko dale mimpi pon duk tolol lagi....hahaha...lucu sungguh....ko demo raso guano???

such a tiring holiday

well, this is the time when i have the moods to write on this blog, actually i been wanting to write something since now even at home i got this thing called "broadband" and it enables me to be online. but, it gonna take some patience coz this thing is like a women's emotional state when they have their "RED FLAG" (referring to my sister, no offence) sometimes, it could be just as smooth as hot knife through butter but it can be annoying to. so, I've choosen to bare with it.

enough said, i really want to share my experience of making new licence starting from zero as my previous licence apparently it was only L licence was out of date and i had to start from scratch. This tiring things began when i came back home for my semester break and i have made out my mind that i am going to relax after hustling al the way during the 6th semester...yeah, it's like you r doing a never ending tons of assignment. on one fine day, when i was watching my favourite tv series on FOX, Bones. my aunt ask me how long will i be at home for the holiday and i said to her about 2 months. then, she quickly ask me whether i am going to make my new licence or not because of the period of my holiday is quite long. well, because of financial problem and at that time i did not have money to make a new licence, she agreed to give me a loan. well, licence is kinda expensive these days and it could be more expensive next year. so, she urged me to make a new licence.

first, i went to Litar Memandu Machang (LMM) which is about 15-20 km form my house and went for registration. WTF!!??? the registration only has cost me 160rm! damn, i only bring 150 and i am 10 buck short. thank god my uncle was there and he lend me rm10. thank tou ayah chik. :) the next friday, i went to LMM again to attend the CERAMAH KPP which is about a whole day. it was friday and we have to stop at noon for friday prayer. at first i thought that the mosque is not far from LMM. immagine that i had to walk about 2-3 km to go to the nearest mosque..even though it is tiring and sweatful, i am really not regreting it at all because i am walking to the mosque for friday prayer, bila lagi nak buat camni? it is far from once in a lifetime. haha

next is the Ujian undang2. I went to LMM with a taxi and this is my mistake and i will tell it later. RM 10 for the computerized test. i was the first 6 people who sit for the test and i;m lucky because when i am done around 24 minutes later the que was very long and the number of the turn reached to 50. thank god. this is the troubling part. because of no transport and i have to go there by taxi, i had to walk around 4--5km to reach the nearest bus station because all the taxi would not stop for me. and this tiring routine makes me fed up and i finally choose to 'kidnap' a moto that my grandfather usually used. hehe sorry la TOK, letik jakan kaki gi stesen bas tu, pinjam moto eh......hahaha

to be continued.....

Wednesday, October 27, 2010


After finishing my only final exam yesterday....i did not feel anything....neither happy because it is the only exam i have to sit this semester nor sad because i still have 4 remaining writups to be submitted! damn.....what i felt that is the exam is just like all the assignment or tests.....after i'm done with it....that's all...

Sleeping is what i do now when there is daylight in the sky (i don't know if the sky is blue because i am sleeping....yeah, i could i know) haha...and became a nocturnal person.....i should be friends to bats or MUSANG....

as doing the remaining four assignment made me feel so lazy and heavy-hearted to do them, FUTSAL is the only getaway for me now....but...after that my body forced me to sleep because i am soo fatigue....there goes a day....woke up in the evening and surf internet and watching tv......that's so lame......

urghh....i guess writing all this stuff would cheers someone up, sorry for not updating in such a long time...being in a serious relationship with Ms A. does took away all my commitment though.....and who is Miss A is? Miss Assignment OF COURSE!